Inevitable part 1

I knew this day would come. It always does. Believe me, no matter how smart or careful you think you are or how clueless you think your partner is, it happens. And when it does, you are forced to deal with the uncomfortable reality you have been hiding from them. Its inevitable. Read on. So I came home from running some errands to find my wife sitting next to a half bottle of white wine and in an unsettled state. Clearly she was upset about something but at this point, it could have been anything. A neighbor, her sister the car, really it could be anything. As I put away the groceries, she d… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 7 months ago 8

Cock lust

So I was on an extended trip with no access to the internet until Amsterdam. I noticed there were no disclaimers on the hotel wifi and bam.. big black cocks were back in my life. Still, I am on the road but at least relieved a bit. Then I got home and its been a non stop porn fest and I can't stop jerking off and chatting with Trannys, hookers, sluts from everywhere. I can watch bbc fill white holes all day long. In fact, I do these days. Which beings me to .. my pussy. Once I was finally alone for more than an hour, I was able to properly jerk and lube up my black dildo. After the last rela… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 9 months ago 5

Relapse part 2 or 3

Hi. It’s hard to tell because I meant to write more about last time where after I came I decided just to bring the toys with me in the shower. No problem except as I was soaping myself up my fingers easily slipped into my well fucked pussy…while I was looking at the 10 inch dildo. Next thing I know I am squirting cream rinse onto it and sliding that thing back in my hole. No porn. Just pure cock lust. Hot water running over my head and back, my foot up on the bench and my slutty ass in the air taking 10 inches of rubber cock deep and hard. I was inexplicably happy with myself knowing I can fuc… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 10 months ago 2

Relapse

Hi. Well I thought I was on the other side of this sissy cock fetish I have been nursing for years. However, today I knew I had 4 hours of uninterrupted time at home and boy did I use the. I should mention that like a lot of you cocksuckers, I have a couple of dildos I keep just in case. I like to be told to suck cock like the faggot I am and to suck dick like it’s my job. so I put on some of my favorites and got the lube and 8 incher out and started doing my thing. It felt great as I edged along, savoring the feeling of black cock sliding across my lips as I jerked my cock. Then, I lubed my… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 10 months ago 4

Under 4 minutes

I wasn't looking for this to happen although I had dreampt about for many years. I was in the city at a pub having lunch with my wife and my friend while waiting for our train. I noticed him walk in alone, a tall v shaped man with kind of dirty blonde hair with some gray highlights. He was talking on the phone as he walked by but there was something very sexual about him. He sat at a table 15 feet in front of me so we were facing each other but apart. The waitress came over and he put his phone down, ordered something, then picked up his conversation. I could not help but look at him from tim… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 10 months ago 3

Steve

I didn't really understand my wife's fawning interest in our new neighbor Steve. The attraction was mutual for sure and while I never thought anything could happen, clearly I was not paying attention. Steve and Maggie moved in to the neighborhood a few months after we did. Everyone here is new and of a similar age so there is a lot of common ground between us all. We have met many many couples but Steve and Maggie were different. He had retired from a big job with Google and was a lawyer among other interesting things. One thing Steve always did was talk about how his wife doesn't really li… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 1 year ago 3

Julie 1

Ill admit I have a weakness for a blue eyed, blond and powerful woman with a southern drawl. I mean who wouldn't. Charming, smart and even flirty in a way that only a woman who knows that she has power over most men by showing some leg or cleavage at the right time, can know. That was the thing about Julie, she knew what she had and she knew how to play the game. Older wiser men knew how this worked and paid little attention on the surface but she knew after a 5 minute conversation that I was going to be putty in her hands. We worked for the same company in different regions so we rarely saw… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 1 year ago 1

Confession 4

Standing buck naked in a hotel room with a black man I had told all of my secret fantasies to for weeks might have been the dumbest thing I had ever done. My ears were ringing, my heart pounding and my disk was oozing precum onto the floor. I could feel the air brushing against my skin and every sense seemed heightened. J was seated in the chair now, sipping his drink with this look ..just sizing me up. Suddenly he said “knees” and I immediately sank to my knees with my hands still behind my neck. He smiled and rubbed his growing and impressive bulge. Good girl. He got up and walked to me, gra… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 1 year ago 4

Confession 3

We stood in silence for a moment. Standard hotel room with a king size bed, his suitcase and a back pack were all on the floor and there was a open bottle of wine, which I was happy to see. Jerome spoke from behind me “why don’t you pour us both a drink honey. I am willing to bet you could use one to quiet your nerves.” I did need a drink so I poured two glasses and handed him one. “Sit down Tammi, we need to talk before we start in Earnest. Sit in the chair and relax.” We both sat and I practically chugged my wine. “Yep. That’s what I thought. Nerves. Don’t worry though, you will get used to… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 2 years ago

Confession 2

I swear that elevator ride was the longest 3 minutes of my life. We stepped in the doors and assumed elevator position while J hit 5. The doors closed and there was a tension / energy that had my heart racing. Watching the numbers change so slowly I jumped when J reached over and gave my ass a squeeze. That had never happened before in my life. J smiled and said “your a little jumpy Tammi. Don’t worry, I know just what you need.” The doors opened and we walked the hall in silence and arrived at the door. My heart was about to explode out of my chest. J handed me the key card and said “go ahead… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 2 years ago

Confession

I want to do every one of these things in my favorites. I would love to spend an afternoon in a cheap hotel being used like the slut I dream of being. Being spit roasted by two big dicked aggressive men makes me weak in the knees. I like the thought of a dom who issues one word commands. He warns me before we go to the room, “listen Tammi, once we close that door you will do exactly as you are told. Do you agree?” Yes, I say. “I will allow that because we are still in public but you will answer properly from now on or pay a price. Now, what is the proper response Tammi?” Yes, Sir. He smiles an… Read more

Posted by Tammi4U 2 years ago 2