Confession 4

Standing buck naked in a hotel room with a black man I had told all of my secret fantasies to for weeks might have been the dumbest thing I had ever done. My ears were ringing, my heart pounding and my disk was oozing precum onto the floor. I could feel the air brushing against my skin and every sense seemed heightened. J was seated in the chair now, sipping his drink with this look ..just sizing me up. Suddenly he said “knees” and I immediately sank to my knees with my hands still behind my neck. He smiled and rubbed his growing and impressive bulge. Good girl. He got up and walked to me, grabbed my chin and pulled it upwards. His crotch was directly at my mouth and he slapped me enough to get my attention then place his hand on the back of my head, grinding himself into my face. He was big and excited and I could smell his sex right through his pants. We are gonna have some fun now tammi he laughed. Now go to the bathroom and get yourself ready for me. That means shave yourself clean, clean that ass pussy and come back out here wearing that outfit I bought for you. He pulled me up by my hair and pulled me close and said “kiss”. I opened my mouth and took his tongue in while our lips met ..it was fire and my heart was fluttering now. He grabbed both ass cheeks and began to slide a finger into my hole. I swooned and purred. What the hell was happening to me? He released me and I headed to the bath to obey my instructions.
I closed the door and looked at myself in the mirror. My face was flushed with excitement and my dick continued to encourage me to fulfill this dream. I looked around and J had brought anything a girl could have wanted. I heard him outside the door saying “don be afraid to be as fem as you want baby. It will be perfect and we are fulfilling your dream. Go for it.” I am normally shave bare these days but made sure to clean the stubble and get myself ready for “company.” That attended to I decided to try everything. A little eye shadow, mascara, dark red lipstick and some French perfume. In the closet was black stockings, crotch less panties and fuck me heels. I put them all on and the see through black shortie robe. I looked in the mirror at the transformation which was not great. Clearly I was a guy in makeup and lingerie, not a woman. However you go to bed with the look you have, not the look you want and I was sure I could make up the difference with enthusiasm. One last look, a deep breath and a hand on the doorknob… here I come Jerome. I opened the door and stepped into my fantasy.