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I would never deny you eye contact. I know such denial is a method that the 'Alpha' deploys in order to stamp so-called authority, but not allowing a subject to make eye contact is in my view ineffective and creates only a shadow of what real dominance could be. For dominance to be truly tangible, and meaningful, it is necessary to 'read' every nuance of emotional change. I want to see the sparks of defiance and the twinges of pain, the welling of tears and the coquettish mischief: I want to see everything, because those 'windows of the soul' are windows on the effect one is having. The eyes a… Read more

You know, there's a silly grading system on this Xhamster Live, designed to incentivize users to advance though the levels and acquire the benefits (and increase the site's bottom line). well, I have the dubious privilege of being in the 'Grey League' on Xhamster Live's hierarchy of users, I notice. Sounds like some band of geriatric super heroes. Well, there's no way I can anonymously acquire tokens, which frustrates me because I would really love to support one or two of the performers there. They are such charming and hard working people in the main. But it is probably a good thing because… Read more

Disclaimer Disclaimer... You know the one -- it has popped up all over this site (and others) as users seek to 'protect' themselves here: "WARNING: Sydney University or any institution or person using this site or any of it's associated sites for study, projects, or personal agenda - You do not have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum, both current or future... (blah blah blah) ...be considered a violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal action." -- or some variations on this. My 'disclaimer' really isn't worth anything. The one on my pr… Read more

Regarding this clip, which I was sent by a good friend here recently. 'Der Sadisten Zirkel' -- 'The Sadists' Circle'. https://hu.xhamstervideo.net/videos/der-sadisten-zirkel-10-episode-3-xhwQ8hD Fast Forward to around 19:30, where the two dudes hoist up the lovely lass in the purple leggings. Most of the 'action' prior to that point is inconsequential (other than that harsh vaginal vacuum pump, which the second woman endures with surprising equanimity...). This excellent young woman with the dyed blonde pixie haircut has a gorgeous body. The way her backside hangs at her coccyx in that prone upsid… Read more

I am so happy to find this little film again. This lass, 'Rosie', had a profile here a while back, I think to attract users to her Only Fans account. She posted this video and it got about a million views. Then she disappeared. I hope it got her a bunch of new customers (I think she does porn to help fund her studies, and why not, if you can make it work.) She is an artist of arousal. She is so natural, kinda goofy, and open, and her sense of humour and self deprecation are, all of them, such incredibly appealing traits. Not to mention her auburn hair, luscious mouth, her lithe, willowy figu… Read more

Missed Opportunities. Thoughts On How a BDSM Session Could Have Been Better. I am referring to this one: https://hu.xhamstervideo.net/videos/slavegirl-daniella-bdsm-3778312 Watching the model Daniella's reactions, it is amazing how she absorbs the pain. Her reactions, especially where the clamps are removed from her nipples and labia are quite wonderful in the control that she exerts over herself: the roll of the eyes, the deep sharp inhalations, as if it is a point of pride for her not to vocally display or find release in crying out. She internalises the experience. The 'Dom' is not ali… Read more

**** Quick Disclaimer: This one involves a link to an external site. I cannot guarantee there are no nasties in the link, but all I can say is that I have never encountered any when I have used it and would never ever knowingly link from here to anything malicious.**** If you are bold enough to follow the link, it leads to an exceptional clip involving a young woman enjoying the attentions of a very fine black dog. She is doing so with a little help from some partners in crime, who are often present with B e s t i a l i t y films, simply to be a 'guiding hand' to help the often over-en… Read more

Lily Campbell Lily Campbell is a producer of truly erotic adult material, which mostly features women who are empowered and confident in their own sexuality, who bring themselves to orgasm on camera in various ways, for Lily. Lily shoots their films and puts them at ease, clearly establishing a high degree of trust and rapport in a wholly non-judgemental and freeing atmosphere. There is often an interview before and after the performer's intimate session and in her tone of voice and supportive demeanour, Lily is clearly on the performer's side, willing to take as long as needed for things to… Read more

I have found myself, more than I intended when I first came here, dwelling on the nature of pleasure and pain. One or two people here have introduced me, generously, to their lifestyle. Introduced me to it in words, I hasten to add (I haven't met anyone in person). It is humbling and a privilege to hear first hand accounts of what immersion in the S&M world actually involves because the 'vanilla' sensibility is so far outside it. It is clear to me that there are many 'ways in' but there are invariably some formative, introductory experiences, which aren't necessarily wholesome—sometimes e… Read more

I would dwell on your 'inner flanks' with the flogger. Beside the knee (you're on your back, legs parted, so the thongs lick brightly right round the inner softness of knee-flesh), slowly proceeding upwards to the very top where your inner flank meets your outer labia, spending a few long moments of repetition there, continual quick stinging lashes, just to reinforce the sensation, heighten it, intensify it. I would then alternate the multiple stings of the flogger with my long fingernails and tongue. Oh, and you would be blindfolded, so that you do not know what to expect next. Another thin… Read more

Forward to 04:22. Everything of note happens from there. The brunette is Everything. Her little sneaky smile at 6:40. Mischief, defiance. But her body. The way her tits hang in their swaying fullness as she crawls. Her stunning face. The bruises on her upper left thigh. Her figure, especially from 7:11 as she puts the cuffs on, what an absolute goddess. Just standing there in all her feminine perfection as he manhandles her tits and smacks her arse, helping himself to her, and she lets slip another mischievous smile of anticipation (she's so much better than he is). Then he has her mou… Read more

Instead of the belt (which you suggested) I have to take a different tack, because I must not pander to your every whim. That would not be good for you. There's a shadow of disappointment across your eyes as I tell you this. A little hurt? You check that, knowing how I read you, and lower your eyes, only glancing quickly back to be sure I register that small act of defiance too. So the dance begins. Strip. You do so. No display, just removal. And soon, there you are, and the sight never fails to take my breath away. You know this of course and stand insouciantly in a display of unconcern but… Read more

(This is an extension of part of an exchange I had recently with a budding XH friend. I think it worthy of a post.) There is an awful lot of that euphemistic "waiting for moderation" happening in people's favourites, I notice. As if that material is ever going to be 'moderated' and released again. It also seems that the indiscriminate intervention in people's work here, by the 'thought police', might be happening in people's private messages, and, equally disturbingly, in their posts. Though I haven't encountered much evidence of this yet, and it hasn't (yet) happened to me. Anyone reading th… Read more

(Vorarephilia, 'Vore': the kink of being eaten, or swallowed) The 'Dolcett Universe' is indeed a strange and challenging one. For anyone unfamiliar, a brief (safe) web search will reveal it to you. Be warned, if you are of an orthodox sexual bent with a narrow range of acceptance, it is pretty shocking. I can well imagine that Dolcett's world harbours a great deal of very serious, perhaps even dangerous, misogyny among its male constituents, which I abhor, and for that reason I am wary of it. And I am sure at the same time, that there are many men like me, who are not a real and present dang… Read more

Fear. It is a creeping thing, intruding upon the consciousness like some black frost, chilling any sense of hope and replacing selfhood with a numbing and a primal need for retreat, for escape, for rescue. Hope lingers, but it is an evanescent thing with so little grounds for resolution. You are genuinely afraid, and more importantly, dry. The 'domed end' continues its inexorable, steady assault against your painfully dry labia, pushing them in, folding them in on your opening, so as it intrudes, the schlong rubs harshly against your outer lips as the friction compresses them, carries them i… Read more

Hmm. You awaken. The 'special Lemonade' obviously did its job. You can't see. Groggy. Taking time for the fog to clear. Can't see. Yes, blindfolded, obviously. And there's a tight restriction at your mouth - you're gagged, but suppress the panic rising inside you when you realise that you are also spread eagled, wrists and ankles tied to something, held fast, no matter how hard you pull... You then become increasingly aware of the hard slats of unforgiving wood across your back, buttocks and calves. Maybe it's a bed you're strapped to? with the mattress removed? yes, that must be it. Need to t… Read more

I come here to unwind, perhaps to interact but mostly to show my appreciation to the wonderfully open women who share their intricate sexuality here: women who become empowered and aroused by sharing their most intimate moments. I understand too that many of them are putting on a performance in order to try to make a living but I search for authentic, 'real' experience, as far as one can tell through a screen. True eroticism engages the whole person, the mental, the 'spiritual' and the physical, irrespective of body type and sexuality/sexual orientation. I am happy when I find material that ha… Read more

I am at a loss to work out where the current prevalence of i n c e s t themed porn came from. Every feed is saturated with 'Stepsis' this or 'Stepbro' that. 'Stepmom' that or 'Stepdad' the other. How did it become so prevalent? What is so seemingly erotic about it? What's the appeal? The whole phenomenon makes absolutely no sense to me. I can understand it being a niche, a non-mainstream kink. But it is everywhere! It is obviously such clickbait nowadays that creators whose content is clearly non-insest related will title their videos some times with an i n c e s t 'hook' in order to attract a… Read more

God. There's a lovely sense of coyness yet underscored by a stunning potential. I don't know what makes me think that, now I come to think about it, but I really do; a sense of untapped, or latent, or perhaps even suppressed erotic potential about her. I particularly remember one occasion when we bumped into each other and she just had on a light cotton summer dress, yellow. Her breasts were spectacular under that soft fabric. Full and round and so large - she has a full figure. The sunlight played across her form. We were in dappled shade and I wished the shadows of the twigs flitting acros… Read more

I was here a while ago. Went away. Now I am back. I don't want to care too much about this place. I like it because it is possible to post here and I like to write. I know there are some other writers here, there must be. And I hope to find and appreciate one or two of them. I shall probably write here from time to time. Let off a little steam. Maybe collect some 'favourite' videos; let's face it there's a lot to choose from here, though much of it not to my taste. There's the thing - working out what my 'taste' is. That's still wide open really, never set. Fluidity is a natural state. I am w… Read more