my first was also a very mature man, he was very gentle with me,,, felt real guilty about it,,, got married as soon as possible when i got older was afraid to be a fag,,, smiling
my ex g/f wld provide exc cummy kisses after I'd cum in her mouth, she cld also take my full bladder and never miss a drop as i pissed thro my hardon ... felt like one intense long orgasm!
I had been a crossdressing homosexual since puberty. My first lover was an older man who had me in high heels and lipstick. He loved sharing me with other men we'd pick up in adult video stores. When he broke parole, I was on my own and part of me hated my feminine homosexual nature. I fought it and married a whorish woman from the Philippines. I wasn't her type and she insinuated that I was a queer all the time. Mostly our sex life consisted of her masturbating me and telling me every detail of the sex she had with other men. Sometimes I'd watch her sitting nude at her makeup table, leaning forward to do her eye makeup and get so hard, knowing she was getting ready for a date. One afternoon she told me to come to her, and she applied red lipstick to my full lips. She held my small heart shaped chin in her hand as she put the lipstick on me. When she saw me, she laughed and said, "You make a beautiful lady, honey!" After that I began dresssing up in heels and panties around the house.