Cuckold thoughts before a BBC fucks his wife

As the black stud prepared to mount my wife I had many thoughts going through my head. None of which had to do with stopping him from fucking her. It was quite the opposite. My heart raced thinking :

How fast would he make her cum? A minute or two? How many times would he make her cum?

What would she do with her hands? Would she search his body? Grab his black ass? Hold onto his broad back? The back of his head? Hold his massive arms? Caress his cum filled balls? Would their fingers interlace like passionate lovers? Will she put her palms up on his chest? Will she hold on to his shoulders as his mounts a massive assault on her pussymholding on for dear life?

How would they kiss? Passionate? French kiss deeply? Flicking their toungues together? Would they kiss a lot? I hope so!

What would she do with her feet? Tuck them in on his callves? Anchor her heels in his ass? Cross them and lock them across his back so to not let him escape her pussy? Pinned back on his broad shoulders?

How would he fuck her? Hard and fast? Slow and passionate? Both?

Would he butt fuck her? God would he butt fuck my wife?

Will he bury his cock to the hilt in her, balls deep? How shiny will his cock be from my wife's pussy juice? Will his nutsack smack upon her asshole?
Will her pussy lips be stretched out and dragged in and out by his width and girth?

Would he taunt me? Humiliate me for letting him fuck her? Would he laugh at me jacking off on my knees as he fucked my wife? Make me kneel and bow before him? Will he let me know how superior black men are over white bois?

Would she leave her wedding ring on? Would it be buried in his ass cheeks? Or grace his cock shaft? Would his cum end up on it?

What positions would he take my wife? Missionary? Would she ride his manhood? Dogy style? Split fuck her on the side of the bed? Would he pin her legs back and pile drive her? Lay her flat on her stomach and butt fuck her?

How would she moan for him? Loudly? Soft and whimpering? Calling out his name? Will she say she loves him? Proclaim that this was the most incredible fuck of her life? That sex with me was utterly useless?

Where will he cum? In her pussy? On her stomach and tits? On her face and in her mouth? Or in her butt? On her ass cheeks? How much cum would erupt from his BBC?

Will he insist I clean her ? Will i have to eat his cum from her pussy? Or kiss her cum covered mouth? Or lick her body clean? Or clean his cum from her filled up ass?

Will,she look at me while he fucks her? Will she smile at me? Will she laugh at me while playing with myself as he fucks her pussy? Will she laugh as I cum on the floor as he fucks her?

Will she say she loves me as his cock penetrates her deeply and his balls rest upon her asshole?

Will he let me kiss her while he fucks her? God I want to. Kiss her while she cums for him? Feel his thrusts through her mouth as he takes her. Have her moan into my mouth as his black cock goes in and out of her white pussy?

Can I hold her leg for him and help spread her pussy wide for him? Spread her butt cheeks for him? Lick her pussy while he fucks her? Suck her tits while he is pounding her pussy?

Can I cuddle with her or embrace her somehow to share the experience of him fucking her? To feel his powerful thrusts! Hold her head? To be there for her as she experiences a large black cock?

Will he tell her I can never have her pussy again? That I can never have sex with her again?

Will he strip me of my manhood? Make me celibate? A pussy free white boy?

These are not the thoughts of an alpha male. These only go through the mind of a lesser male, a beta male. I am one of those lesser males and this is what I would think as a black stud prepares to fuck my woman, my wife. I want the black alpha man to fuck her. I want him to fuck her in front of me because I know deep,down he deserves my wife's pussy and I don't. Life sucks as a beta male and i should never experience the sweet joys of women/pussy and I know my lot in life and I embrace it and accept it. I wish I was an alpha but I am not. I bow to them and let them take the pussy they deserve as I watch in extreme jealousy as they enjoy life's greatest pleasure. Pussy. Thank you for letting me watch.