First time with a married woman and why still love

i was 16 and just got done fucking my friends girlfriend. i went upstairs to grab something to drink out of the fridge and ran into the girls mom and said hi to her she looked over at me as i opened the a pop i took and smiled at me said hi and we went our separate ways. when i got back downstairs i realized that i was still rock hard and it was bulging out of my shorts so of course i went for round two with the girl. well about 2 weeks after that they asked if i could help them move to a house just a few miles up the road and i said yes. so i showed up the next day to help them move i walked in the house and said hi to the girls mom and asked where the husband and her daughter went. she told me that they took some of the smaller stuff to the new house and would be back in alittle while. this girls mom was hot she was about 5'8 DD tits curvy with amazing hips. she was packing the boxes and i was loading them in the truth about 15 minutes later she said take a break and get something to drink so i did. we started talking and bullshitting and laughing having a good break. she started to tell me how she hates my friend dating her daughter but the whole time she was talking i was just staring at her tits. well needless to say by the time i realized i was staring my dick was rock hard and poking out of my shorts. i tried sitting down before she would notice. i thought i got away with it but then i looked at her and she was smiling . she walked over and grabbed my dick, i jumped cause i wasnt expecting her to touch me and i started to blush. she looked at me and says looks alot nicer when theres lights showing off just how big it is as she pulled it out of my shorts. she got on her knees and started to deepthroat my dick. when i finally could regain my thoughts i frantically said we shouldnt do this your husband and daughter will be back soon. she just looked up at me smiled and kept working my rock hard cock. i was getting close to cumming after she sucked my dick for 20 mins. i think she could tell and stopped and looked up at me and said not yet. got up straddled my lap and guided my hard dick straight into her soaking wet pussy. she felt better then her daughter did and god did she know how to ride a dick. she road for another 15 or so and i was trying to warn her i was going to cum but by the time i got to im going to.... it was to late i started to unload stream after stream deep into her. she just sat on my lap shaking as i shot the more cum then i thought was imaginable. after that she got up gave me a kiss and said lets get back to work.... i still fuck her to this day although she isnt married and its not as sexy for me she is still a great fuck. thanks to her i have been in love with being with an older married woman or just older woman in general